Dear Brian part 2,

My, what a beautiful friendship we have!

Your bestest friend forever,
Suzanne

Dear Brian,

I wanted to let you know, even though I know you never read my blog,
that I really love you a lot. I know the term has become really
cliche these days, but I assure you, I really know and feel it now.
After all the mistakes, fights, trials, and tribulations in eight and
a half years, there's still nothing more I can say other than you're
absolutely the one for me. When I hear and learn about how other
relationships crumble and fall, I think to myself that you and I are
so blessed to have such an open, caring, understanding, adventurous,
loving, fun, patient relationship. Most people spend their whole lives
not having what we have, and now I know what those stupid love songs
mean. :) I can't believe how different you are from not just other
guys, but from people in general. You're the most genuine person I've
ever met. And I can never get enough of you. I love you. Take me to
Tiffany & Co. now, dick!

SuzanneMichelle Ramos
Sent from my iPhone

Venting right now

I'm just really fucking pissed right now. Like I just am. Just ignore
the fact that there might be spelling and grammar mistakes right now
because I honestly don't give a fuck. Ergh. Everyone is so got damn
annoyuibg right now and I really can't do anything about it or else
I'm the one that will come off as a bitxh. So the only thing i can do
right now is just fucking blog and vent on my blog and Twitter
andyspace and facebook because since i can't tell the people that
iritate me directly that they're fucking annoying, I have to tell the
whole world insteaad. Fyxk theis shit I'm so fucking annoyed.

SuzanneMichelle Ramos
Sent from my iPhone

Innocultations: The True Weapons of Mass Destruction

http://www.infowars.com/innoculations-the-true-weapons-of-mass-destruction/

SuzanneMichelle Ramos
Sent from my iPhone

My Current Obsession...

...is Cue Pictures. I know. I'm late

I Just Subscribed To Surface Magazine

And I can't fucking wait 6-9 weeks for my first issue.

I really feel like having a random outing. Summer is a good time for
that, I guess. It's funny though because you think of all the little
things you wanna do, and all the big things you dream of doing... all
the little and big things that you have deep inside of you that,
despite whatever it is that you do, those things stay inside you,
hardly ever becoming a reality. I'm not talkig about oh, going to
school to get a job to make a comfortable living, or going to buy a
doggy because you've always wanted one... I'm talking about the
yearning to just drop everything and not give a fuck about the world
around you in the past or the future. Just going balls out and just do
whatever the fuch you wanna do. No worries about tomorrow. No worries
about anyone else's feelings or situations. No worries about how
you're gonna have food in your tummy 4 hours from now. Just sucking
shit up, shutting the duck up, and just do it. I don't know where
that came from... I'm just venting I guess.
In other news, life's a bitch and then you die:)

Lately

I've been quite the obsessive person lately regarding my weight, going
to measures I haven't taken before and actually considered some that I
wouldn't have considered in the past. I thought I was doing pretty ok
until I saw my brother today. He told me I got fat. Not cool. The
thing that sucks though is that I know I can trust him to have and
give an honest opinion. Boo. I really want to be stick thin like
Allegra Versace or her mom or something. I really don't care how,
anymore.

Homos...

...exuality. I don't personally agree with the gay marriage thing,
but hear me out. I believe in coexistence and equality. I'm not
supporting the issue, but I'm definitely not going to take matters
into my own hands and take that away from anyone. I totally think we
should just leave it to a higher authority, supernatural or whatnot,
to sort it out... You know, just be Switzerland about it. And while I
believe and try my utmost best to adhere to the law of the Lord, it
has been written:

"Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother's eye and pay
no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your
brother, 'Let me take the speck out of your eye' when all the time you
have a plank in your own eye?" Matthew 7:3-4

SuzanneMichelle Ramos
Sent from my iPhone

Something I Found Out Today!!!

KFC Grilled Chicken is made with BEEF!!!! CLICK HERE!

Oh, and then, I thought it was some stupid marketing ploy for El Pollo Loco, then I went to KFC.com and guess what... the ingredients list for the KFC grilled chicken says that it is, in fact, made with BEEEEEEEEEEFFFFFFF! CLICky HERE!! ?YUCKKKkk

Guilt Of The Day

Wow

This is just AWESOME. CLICKY!

With The Seat!!

Woot!

And Opposed To A Motorcycle or Whatnot

The Vespa I'm investing in! Wish me luck!!!!!!!!


Anyways, I'm really in the mood to blog right now because I just ate some fried ass food which makes me really lazy. So I presume that most productive thing I can do right now is blog. It was brian who cooked me my food right now because we got into some stupid heated argument about what the duck to eat ( yeah I said duck). So I told him that if his ass wanted to be picky about got damn food then his ass better shut the duck up an just stir some shit up. So he did. And I'm damn sure he put some monosodium glutamate in it out of spite. Boo for resentment!

Almost Finished...

... All it needs is my leopard print seat and just a few more minor
details!

For You Daniela and Claudia

Woot!

SuzanneMichelle Ramos
Sent from my iPhone

Ok... WTF is this???

Good Times at the Park

Hahahhaahha

So I Went Back To My Dirty Little Habit

For about a day or so, I've had a little problem dropping the kids off
to the pool, I think I might have overstuffed the minivan or something
haha. But today, I finally went to an old habit of mine out of the
blue (coffee, and such), and voilà! Poop! Happy face happy face happy
face!!!

Ah! My Slogan (Almost)!

I need to get this shirt from Married to the Mob!

Super Furry Animals!

Ok so here's my picture I promised. This is actually the wallpaper on
my phone... haha guess why?! LOL. I'm actually test-blogging right now,
trying this whole "send blogs and pictures from your mobile device"
thing. And Blogger has this thing with texting to your blog, but I can't
do pictures because the iPhone doesn't support mms. Bummer. Anyways
now that I caught up with the times I can now blog on this POS. Yay!
Haha

I Just Noticed...

...that since most of my blog posts come straight from my phone, I haven't been able to post any inspiring pictures. I vow to you, my precious readers, that my next blog will have some picture(s). SooOOoo. I hope that I can chill with Ronald tonight since I haven't seen him in like a month and a half. Boo. Also, I really need a job at a hotel and there are plenty of hotels around Orange County, but I don't have transportation to those places since my dad decided to only NOW fix the Mercedes. So temporarily, to make extra money I've been trying to push for a bike-able place, like Starbucks or It's A Grind. Coffee places are perfect for me right now since I can work either at the buttcrack of dawn or later at night... I need my days clear for community service. Ok people love yahhz. Peazees beezees.

WOW. It's Been a While...

Hey people. I don't even think anyone reads this anymore since it's been about a month since my last post. Anyway. I'm having some problems finding a cosigner for my school loan and things are looking pretty bleak right now as far as registering for fall classes at the Academy of Art... I really wish that somehow I didn't mess things up for myself financially for me to be in this situation... but when you're a struggling business owner, your options are limited. All's fair though, I guess... I think I just might have to stick out another semester in community college. Oh, by the way, I'm doing my most favorite thing in the world right now :)

Family

I'm kind of sad right now because my brother is leaving today at 2PM to Missouri.

ONCE AGAIN... Greetings, from the Porcelain Throne

Hi again. I'm here at the restaurant doing my favorite thing. Anywho, for the last 4 days, I've had a total of 15 hours of sleep. There have been crazy nights of prepping for catering, prepping for the grand opening of the Shorline Village location, and prepping for the Grand Prix event... with a little drinky-drinky tossed in the mix. Stop by the restaurant today or tomorrow (Cerritos location) and show me some love while I continue to do prep work for the Grand Prix event. I'm about to wipe up and pick up my bicycle right now. Adios!

Totally Sleepy

I'm totally blogging to get to sleep since Brian hasn't answered my phone calls. Anywho. Last night was fun.... Went to Downtown Fullerton with Shelly, Ronald and MICHAEL EMERSON. Random! HAHA Haven't seen that cat in a long one. Some dude that looked like Robin Thicke tried hitting on me and Shelly by saying he has a limo or something... Ok dude, the best you can do??

Waste!

Man, this sucks... I'm at It's A Grind right now trying to use my laptop, but it won't turn on... I have the charger on, and the charger's light is on, so it must be working... but my laptop won't turn on. I came here for the sole purpose of using my laptop, but I can't use it... and I rode my bike here too... Now where do I go? And worse, what am I going to do about my laptop?

Woohoo!

The Hills season 5 is premiering tonight at 10pm! Also, it's my mom's birthday today... so hopefully I can catch the show LOL. Oh, and my camera is finally over it's hiatus, so I will start video blogging soon! Yipee!

Ew...

I noticed when I blog on my phone, it doesn't create new paragraphs where I want them to be... so they're all just one huge paragraph... boo.

Hello!

Hello! I'm at the gym right now on the incline thing, and I don't have my glasses on while I'm typing this, so bear with me if I have any errors. Today; busy day at the restaurant, thank God! We didn't have any caters today, but we had a really good lunch rush... funny how God always provides! Didn't go to psych today because I didn't have time to change my clothes after work, so not only did I feel uber dirty from the heat and sweat, but I looked dirty too. Instead of class I ended up rolling with Brian to Paris Baguette on the other side of Cerritos and got a pan au chocolate, some croquette, almond danish, cream cheese pastry, and some strawberries and cream bread thing, all of which were superBOMB. But yeah. I've been having a really hard time with my face the last couple months and I think I need to get a facial soon. My face has been breaking out like no other lately, and its really bad... like, BAD. I have like, four of those cyst-type blemishes. Bahhhh! But on a happier note, I lost two and a half pounds! Woot! I've been trying to hit the gym every night and work out at least every other morning. I just need to lose four more pounds by next Thursday because its Vegas time. Other than that, I'm just scared that I won't be able to pay off my phone bill by April 21 because supposedly there's $120 in overages, but I only used 350 minutes out of 1000... so I don't know how to pay for that since I have to pay some lawyers back 200 buckaroos by April 19... man, money sucks. I'm thinking of moving to a socialist country eventually, like France or Mexico or Canada... maybe England. Maybe.

The War In My Tummy

As you all may or may not know, I am a pescetarian ( a wimpy vegetarian that eats seafood for protein purposes). Reason for this lifestyle is to less contribute to the growing inhumanity of animal cruelty. Anywho, I came to the conclusion that I have had the hardest time developing muscle mass and losing fat, and needed to have something other than soy protein and seafood to aid in developing muscle. Seafood is not the best resort when it has high levels of mercury and is the major protein source. Sooooo... it was very hard for me to turn my back on my values and compassion, but at times of distress, all sense is lost. ...I tried this system: eat chicken for one meal, for one week out of the month. However, it went oh so awry. Right now, I am in dire pain in the tummy due to the long period of not having any type of land animal in there, and for any of you who had tried Brazilian BBQ for the first time, you know what I'm talking about. So I deserve every pain I feel right now for going against my morals just so I can try to benefit out of cruelty. BOOOO.

Life... in 5 Minutes

Technically I'm blogging right now because I have no earphones to listen to my music on my phone here at the gym and the next best thing to make time pass more quickly is to blog... so here I am. Yesterday was an interesting day... I did the catering order for 35 people. Then the rest of the wrokday felt SO unproductive... all I really got to finish was the meatballs. But I'm proud of that since I haven't made meatballs in like, 2 months because I've been so busy prepping the other stuff (thank goodness we've been busier at the restaurant) that I've neglected the lesser popular items. I think I found a faster way of making the meatballs, and this technique also helps absorb and hold the flavor better. Try it! I didn't do much after that. I was supposed to do a paper on porn addicts that is due today at 5:30pm but I got so tired... I haven't even done the research for it... so I'm practically screwed hard right now. I gotta head to work in about an hour, and I get off at 5. Perfect, right? On another note, one of my elementary friends came by the restaurant today... Joanna Soon. I haven't seen her since like, sophomore year of high school. Wow. She basically brought me up to speed with her life in a matter of ten minutes talking time. I'm really glad I saw her because we used to be really close. She grew up so much... I really am happy for her right now because there were so many obstacles that she told me she was going through, and they're the kind of obstacles that would totally make me give up and run away from everything... but hearing Joanna tell me so much in so little time totally gives me so much inspiration. It also makes me realize that I need to step back and just look at things in a more positive way. I mean, I'm not really too much of a negative thinker to begin with, but I tend to forget to count my blessings, and the last kind of person I want to end up being is an unappreciative one.

I've turned fat!

Since I've hit my lowest weight ever, I ended up gaining six pounds! I know that doesn't sound like much, but my body is very responsive to what I do to it, and lately I have been eating not so well... and six pounds definitely make clothes feel a little tighter and the face a little chubbier. However, I am not harboring any negative feelings toward my weight gain... I'm actually truly happy right now becauase I know that this is the day I have to go back to taking good care of myself... Plus, all the foods I ate to get to this point were soooooo good, why shouldn't I be happy??

Are girls REALLY this STUPID these days!?

Just because they can't have Chris Brown, doesn't mean they should support him, then blame RiRi for getting hit... she's just stupid for getting BACK with him. You can hit your kids... but not your girlfriend! There is NO excuse for hitting a woman. NO MATTER WHAT!

I don't know why, but...

...lately I've had this infatuation with grilled cheese sandwiches at In-N-Out.

Precious Reflection Time

Ok so I just posted a blog like, two minutes ago... but I am in such a blogging mood... and I wonder why...? Well, I'm doing my most favorite thing in the world, duh!! I haven't been blogging lately during my precious porcelain throne refelction time because my G1 phone came out with all these sick apps on the Android Market. They just recently put a price tag to the majority of the apps on the market, but since then there have been a flood of wicked apps popping up, so I just HAVE to check them out. I just got this new app for free called aHome, and it kind of simulates the iPhone home screen in an Android way. I guess I like it because there's an extra home screen. So all you G1 owners that haven't checked out aHome yet, you might wanna check it out... it's pretty dope. But I have the 1.10 version that doesn't have the widget window... I read all the comments for the updated 1.11 version (or something like that) that has some sort of widget window that supposedly sucks, so I decided not to upgrade. Eh. Anyways... time to wipe up!

Rice-A-Roni!!

For you unfortunate beings that have not yet heard... San Francisco will be my new home as of Spring 2010! Whoopie! Ikea 2009 catalog, get ready to be molested!

Hell Yeah!

I'm TOTALLY going to start video blogging on YouTube as soon as I get the battery for my cam!! Woot! Ch-ch-ch-check it out!

Hi, world.

It's been a while since I've blogged... sorry. I know there's probably like, two of you out there who actually read this religiously... thanks! Anywho. I just cut my hair shorter yesterday, and it actually turned out exaactly how I wanted it compared to the last time I had got it done. Yay! I've been thinking about getting the Paris Hilton Hair Extensions.... thoughts? On another note, I just got DirecTV! Woot! And now I can watch America's Best Dance Crew without having to youtube it. It's the final two crews: Beat Freaks and Quest Crew. I think both of them are absolutely AMAZING, they totally deserve to be there, but I gotta give it up for Quest Crew since they totally represent my neighborhood (Quest Cafe is about a block away from my pad!)! If you follow ABDC, don't forget to vote... tonight is the last night!!

Porto's!!!!

I'm pooing here at the Target in Rosemead right now. I totally had a pretty fun day: 1. pick up some street hooker named Daniela 2. ate at the crapulous IHOP by the Screen Actors Guild building 3. went to the La Brea Tar Pits and got tar on my hand 4. walked around LACMA 5. went to LA Zoo only to discover the line was ridiculous 6. booked it to Glendale to get Porto's but ended up having the best damn pho ever at Pho Hut 7. ended up at Porto's and got some bomb diggity guava cream cheese pastry and Mango Mousse cake 8. take Daniela back to her base and left but realized she left her crack in the car. 9. headed on our way home but needed to make a pitstop here in Rosemead because our tummies couldn't hold the crap. Toodles!

Classic!

Insane!

It's Not Me, It's You.

I am LOVING Lily Allen's new CD!!

Decisions...

I'm thinking that I'm addicted now. Should I go shorter??

Coooouuurrrtt Daaaaayyy

I'm actually at Bellflower Courthouse right now for that thing I mentioned before that I didn't want to mention. Anyways. So about that octuplets lady that had 8 babies by artificial insemination... she's getting out of Bellflower Kaiser today and there's like, a buttload of media there. It sucks to say, but giiirl... you fucked up.

Guess what I'm doing...

My most favorite thing in the world, making poo!!

Mah Hurr

So, if you were a gangster, you would know where this picture was taken. :D

I Mother Fucking Did It...

I cut my hair short! (Pictures as soon as a get to a real computer!)

WOW

Black sand from the black sand beach Punaluu, The Big Island, Hawaii

That's not my hand, by the way. But I would LOVE to rock the masculinity. Anywho... When was the last time you went to a black sand beach? The last time I went to one was when I lived in Hawaii more than 7 years ago. I was searching for all these pictures on Google Images for black sand beaches in Hawaii (since my dumb ass never took pictures whilst my stay there), yet all these pictures never caught the awesomeness of black sand beaches.
The first time I saw a black sand beach, I couldn't believe how magnificent it was... so much shine! Ok so I don't feel like writing about that anymore.

So the reason I was writing about Hawaii is because I'm going back there soon enough I just have to set a date. I'm freaking excited because I get to see my beloved Grace again! WOOT! On top of Hawaii, I'm also headed for Germany, Austria, and Switzerland this July and I'll end up spending my birthday overseas. YAY! 2009 is a great year.

I'm really nervous about a court appearance I have to make by February 5 for an undisclosed reason. BOOOOOOO. HEY! I had the most random thought right now...
There's all these weird, pointless days on the calendar like Arbor Day and Secretaries' Day. What if there was a Worldwide Fart Day? Oh my gosh that would be so awesome. I'd have to look it up. Then the whole world would fart at exactly the same time (fuck that time difference), and it would be so fucking stinky! AHAHAHAHHAHA Ok good day!

Another Thought Today...

I guess thoughts and random things will be so much easier to post, now that I have a blogger at my fingertips at any given time! And it's a frequent with me since I spend around 3 to 5 sessions of at least 5 minutes each in the bathroom everyday taking shit since my digestive system is healthy as fuck. Anywho, don't you just wish that you can get away from all the bad things you've done? I do. Right now, I feel like I'm trapped in a corner and all the bad things I've done are attacking me over and over. It's so depressing sometimes when I live my life so positively and with a good attitude then I get stabbed in the back by my own stupidity. Right now, I'm just relying on the Holy Spirit to just, kick me in the head and get me to stop being retarded.

Create in me a clean heart, o God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. - Psalm 51:10

Title ( Only because I can't think of a title right this moment.)

I'm a pretty happy camper. The landlord of the center for the Cerritos Crepes just brought our rent down 300 buckaroonies. Woot! So I'm totally taking a dump right now since it's my most favorite thing to do. After I finish this splendor of nature, I will have to clean myself, which brings to the table a very sensitive subject: shit on the hand. I'm not going to lie... there are times I accidentally get a smudge of shit on my hand. It might be because sometimes I underestimate the amount of area I need to cover with TP, or sometimes during the wipe the TP tears and it ends up being the finger wiping old glory clean. Either way, there are times that one just can't help but wonder what a grandeur smell was made....

Just Checking

I'm actually using this as a test-post, as I am using my G1 phone's blogger application to see how it works.

Back to Blogger.

The Carlyle- New York


I guess it's just so much easier to blog here than on MySpace, especially seeing that I'm getting sick of online social communities. Also, it's easy to be on Blogger since I do everything with Google. I'm thinking of archiving all my old MySpace posts onto blogger as well. Well, I have class in six hours. I should hit the hay.