The War In My Tummy

As you all may or may not know, I am a pescetarian ( a wimpy vegetarian that eats seafood for protein purposes). Reason for this lifestyle is to less contribute to the growing inhumanity of animal cruelty. Anywho, I came to the conclusion that I have had the hardest time developing muscle mass and losing fat, and needed to have something other than soy protein and seafood to aid in developing muscle. Seafood is not the best resort when it has high levels of mercury and is the major protein source. Sooooo... it was very hard for me to turn my back on my values and compassion, but at times of distress, all sense is lost. ...I tried this system: eat chicken for one meal, for one week out of the month. However, it went oh so awry. Right now, I am in dire pain in the tummy due to the long period of not having any type of land animal in there, and for any of you who had tried Brazilian BBQ for the first time, you know what I'm talking about. So I deserve every pain I feel right now for going against my morals just so I can try to benefit out of cruelty. BOOOO.